The Agony of Victory

Reading in 2Chronicles this morning . . . chewing on the enigma that is King Asa of Judah. A guy who started so well . . . yet finished so crummy. A king who did what was right in the sight of the Lord only to later lose sight of the God who had done right by Him time and time again. A man who had determined and covenanted to seek the Lord with all his heart and all his soul who, at the end of his life, instead sought the wisdom of man over the power of God. A man, who in a very real sense, knew the thrill of victory and the agony of . . . victory.

The Spirit gives a good chunk of Scripture to the life of Asa . . . 2Chronicles chapters 14 through 16. Early in his reign he cleans up the idol worship in the southern kingdom and “commanded Judah to seek the LORD, the God of their fathers, and to keep the law and the commandment” (14:4). He fortifies the cities of the kingdom and establishes a pretty good sized army of almost 600,000 men. But, no matter how big your army is, there’s gonna be someone with a bigger army. Enter the Ethiopians . . . 1 million men strong . . . and Asa cries out to the Lord (smart move), “O Lord, there is none like you to help . . . Help us, O LORD our God, for we rely on you . . . ” (14:11). And God hears . . . and God answers . . . “So the LORD defeated the Ethiopians before Asa and before Judah . . . ” (14:12).

Talk about your thrill of victory. Out numbered almost two-to-one . . . and God had acted mightily on their behalf. It’s enough to spark revival! And it did!

“Seek God,” the prophet says, “and He will be found by you” (15:2). Find God and He will show Himself faithful on your behalf. Experience God’s faithfulness and it will lead to a desire to seek Him even more. And the whole nation comes together and they enter into a covenant to seek God . . . they make an oath as a community to make Him their “whole desire”. And, it’s recorded that God “was found by them, and the LORD gave them rest all around” (15:12, 15).

Victory . . . and then rest . . . and then . . . What Happened?

After what was probably decades of rest, Baasha king of the Israel lays siege against Jerusalem. And, rather than rely on the God of past victories, Asa turns to the wealth of his treasuries. Instead of going to the King of heaven, Asa turns instead to the king of Syria . . . and pays him to break his military alliance with Israel and instead turn against the cities of the northern kingdom. Mission accomplished . . . without God . . . all on his own . . . all with his own resources . . .

And God calls him on it . . . sending Hanani the seer to Asa (16:7-10). You relied on man instead of God, says the prophet . . . you’ve done foolishly. But rather than repent, Asa throws the prophet in jail . . . the seeker of God have become hardened by his self-sufficiency. And this, it seems to me, is the agony of victory.

For the eyes of the LORD run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him.
(2Chronicles 16:9 NKJV)

Oh, that I might always have a heart which is “loyal” . . . which is “fully committed” (NIV) . . . which is “blameless” (ESV) . . . as it concerns looking to the Father, and Him alone, for my sufficiency. Might I not rest in, or rely upon, whatever gifts He has provided, but look solely to the Giver.

Might I finish well. Might I know the thrill of victory . . . the victory wrought by a faithful Father . . . peering over heaven’s balcony . . . actively looking to help those whose hearts are set upon Him . . .

For His glory . . .

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He is the Good Gifts

Add another one to the “I don’t think I ever noticed it before” column. Reading this morning in the first 13 verse of Luke 11 . . . kind of a mini “sermon on the mount” . . . parallels the Lord’s prayer in Matthew 6 . . . and the “ask, seek, knock” passage in Matthew 7. Maybe that’s why I initially skimmed it more than read it this morning (and maybe in the past, as well). Caught myself though . . . or maybe it was the Spirit giving me poke in the ribs saying, “Hey! This is God breathed . . . go back and read it again!” So I did . . . and there it was . . . something I don’t think I’ve ever noticed before.

If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him!
(Luke 11:13 ESV)

I read that verse and realized that it was different from how Matthew had recorded the conclusion to the same parable in Matthew 7:11. There, Matthew writes that Jesus said, “. . . how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him!”

The Father will give “good things” to His children who ask . . . the Father will give the Holy Spirit to who His children who ask. Hmmm. Conclusion . . . “good things” = Holy Spirit . . . the Spirit encompasses the good gifts given by the Father.

When Jesus spoke these words, the Holy Spirit had not yet been given as an ever-present, indwelling Counselor for those who would believe in Jesus as the promised Messiah. After Jesus was to be glorified then would the Spirit be given to those who recognize Jesus as the Lamb of God come to take away the sin of the world . . . who placed their faith in the crucified Christ whose work on the cross opened the way of redemption for all men and women . . . who waited for the risen Savior coming again to for His own (John 7:39). The Holy Spirit then, is given as an indwelling Person at the time of conversion (Eph. 1:13-14).

But there’s also a sense in which receiving of the Holy Spirit is an on-going dynamic . . . Paul tells the Ephesians to “be being filled” with the Spirit . . . that is, to continually be liberally supplied by the power and presence of the third Person of the Holy Trinity.

And it’s this Holy Spirit . . . this good thing . . . this good gift . . . that I should be asking for . . . and which the Giver of “every good gift and every perfect give” (James 1:17) delights to pour out upon His children.

I can pray that I would be teachable by the Holy Spirit as I open His word . . . I can ask that I might recognize His voice and know what it is to be led by the Spirit, to live by the Spirit, and to walk in the Spirit (Gal. 5:18, 25) . . . I can ask the Spirit to help when I don’t know how to pray or can’t find the words my heart is looking for during intercession (Rom. 8:26) . . . I can cry out to the Spirit asking that His power be poured out in my service for Christ . . . I can petition that the fruit of His indwelling presence be more and more a reality in my life (Gal. 5:22-23)

He is the Good Gift . . . the One who longs to draw alongside . . . the One who desires to lead into all truth . . . the One who passionately pursues exalting Christ . . .

And I tell you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened. (Luke 11:9-10 ESV)

Amen?

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Fret or Feet?

She was the one who welcomed Him into her house. You sense that Martha was accustomed to opening up her home to others . . . it seems that even on this occasion, He was one of a few guests that had been invited to sit around the table. So there was preparation to be made . . . things to be sliced and diced . . . a table to be set . . . glasses to be poured . . . there was a lot to be done in serving others . . . and even more so with Him present. He was far more than just an honored guest . . . she called Him “Lord” . . . she believed He was from God . . . perhaps she was even grasping that He was the Anointed of God. So this was a really big deal . . . she had to get the feast put together just right . . . she wanted to honor Him appropriately . . . as best she could with what she had to offer.

And I’m guessing that Martha’s sister Mary, I tend to think she was a younger sister, usually would help with all the preparation. How much more was her help needed on this occasion when Martha wanted to go “over the top” recognizing this esteemed guest. But rather than help prepare and bring the dishes to the table, Mary instead recognized that Jesus was serving up His own meal around the table and so she “sat at the Lord’s feet and listened to His teaching” (Luke 10:39).

And it says Martha was “distracted with much serving” (10:40a). The roast is getting cold . . . the gravy’s burning . . . and Martha’s getting kind of fired up herself. And there Mary sits at the Lord’s feet. So Martha talks to Jesus . . .

“Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to help me.” But the Lord answered her, “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her.”   (Luke 10:40b-42 ESV)

Kind of an edgy question . . . “Lord, do you not care?” Ouch . . . maybe wishes she had those words back. They both saw the same situation . . . things to be done but only one person doing . . . two sisters present, only one at work . . . the other in wonder. Martha’s so bent out of shape she thinks it’s a problem with the Lord . . . rather than pausing but for a moment and asking herself, “What am I missing here?”

She fretted about many things . . . but the one thing she misses is that the Word of Life is dispensing words of life. The Teacher is teaching . . . the Sower is sowing . . . the King is talking about the kingdom . . . the Shepherd’s voice is being known by His sheep. But for Martha, the cacophony from the drive to be doing drowns out the still small voice of heaven inviting her to join her sister and “come unto Me.”

And so Jesus says to Martha, amidst all the good stuff that you’re doing, one thing is necessary. Sometimes it’s more important to sit than to serve . . . sometimes you need to recognize that there’s a time for working and a time for waiting . . . sometimes the food’s coming from above rather than from the kitchen . . . sometimes you need to fret less and spend time at My feet more . . .

I admire Mary . . . I ache for Martha. She wanted to do so much for the Lord . . . but failed to recognize what the Lord wanted to do for her. She want to love Him with her service . . . not pausing long enough to know that He wanted to love her with His presence.

I want to be a Martha . . . inviting my Lord in . . . honoring the Lord with my service. O, but that I might not do so to the exclusion of knowing when Jesus beckons me to be a Mary . . . to sit at His feet . . . to allow Him to do the ministering . . . to recognize that one thing that is necessary . . . and to chose “the good portion.”

Fret or feet? I’ll take the feet please . . .

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Do So More and More

I think that, generally speaking, there is a spirit within our culture that values “being true to yourself” above “living to please others”. We celebrate the individual . . . we admire the rogue . . . perhaps, sometimes, there’s even a bit of envy for those who are able to march to the beat of a their own drummer. But what if, for the believer, that “other” is God? I fear that within the family of God the spirit of the world seduces some to be to true to themselves before walking to please God . . . dangerous stuff when we consider that within ourselves is something called “the old man” or “the flesh” which wars against the Spirit of God.

Finally, then, brothers, we ask and urge you in the Lord Jesus, that as you received from us how you ought to live and to please God, just as you are doing, that you do so more and more. For you know what instructions we gave you through the Lord Jesus. For this is the will of God, your sanctification . . .   
(1Thessalonians 4:1-3a ESV)

I’ve been somewhat captured by this letter to the Thessalonians. Paul’s intense concern and desire for these believers just oozes from the first three chapters. Salvation without sanctification, for Paul, was failure . . . it would have been laboring in vain. Being born again without showing evidence of being a new creation was as tragic as a still birth. Taking the name Christian without walking as Christ would have walked (or at least stumbling along in a desire to emulate the Master) was to miss the mark. And so Paul sends Timothy to find out how the church is doing . . . the body of believers established after just a few weeks of Paul’s teaching . . . this group of babes in Christ left to deal with the affliction of a pagan and hostile environment . . . Paul wants to know who they are doing . . . and encourage them . . . and exhort them . . . to keep on keepin’ on.

Finally, he pleads here in chapter 4 that they would walk to please God . . . and to do so more and more.

I’m blown away first by the thought that I can please God. He who is holy, holy, holy . . . He who resides in unapproachable light . . . He who is the Sovereign over all creation . . . that anything I could do could please Him kind of separates the head from the shoulders. “Who am I, O LORD?” . . . that I could do anything that would bring You pleasure?

I am a blood bought child of God. Redeemed based on the finished work of Christ on the cross . . . justified and declared righteous as the payment for my sin has been rendered in full by the Lamb of God, come to take away the sin of the world . . . set apart and declared holy, invited before the throne of God as I stand in Christ, robed with His righteousness . . . indwelt, infused, and empowered by the Spirit of God and invited to participate in the divine work of taking sinners-saved-by-grace and conforming them to the very image of the blessed Son of God. That, by His grace alone, is who I am. And in light of that, the Spirit, through Paul, says I should walk to please God . . . and to do so more and more.

That I can please God is amazing . . . that I wouldn’t want to, and would rather “be true to myself”, is bizarre. Obedience isn’t a duty, it’s a privilege . . . faithfully pursuing the ways of the kingdom isn’t about avoiding some heavenly retribution so much as it is about wanting to delight the One who gave of Himself wholly for me. Even if the the flesh is weak (and it is) . . . the spirit should be willing . . . wanting . . . thirsting after walking in a way that pleases God . . . and to do so more and more.

For God has not called us for impurity, but in holiness.   (1Thessalonians 4:7 ESV)

O that I might be so transformed that “being true to myself” is indistinguishable from “living to please ANOTHER” . . . by His grace . . . for His glory . . .

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A Besieged Communion

Psalm 139 has got be among the Father’s most penetrating portions of His holy Word. As you read through this God-breathed song, it needs to be chewed on . . . slowly savored . . . taken in and turned over . . . the wonder of the intimate knowledge of God experienced . . . the implications considered. As I’m reading this morning the words “boxed in” come to mind . . . yeah, within this psalm a “besieged communion” is revealed.

David starts by articulating this acute awareness that nothing about him or in him is hidden from God . . .

O LORD, You have searched me and known me! You know when I sit down and when I rise up; You discern my thoughts from afar. You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways. Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O LORD, You know it altogether. You hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high; I cannot attain it. Where shall I go from Your Spirit? Or where shall I flee from Your presence?   (Psalm 139:1-7 ESV)

You sense that David is overwhelmed with the “inescapability” of God. He is hedged in, behind and before . . . talk about your confined spaces . . . talk about not having enough room to breath! The word “hedge” or “hem” is literally “to bind” or “to besiege” . . . “to confine” or “shut in”. Not the sort of state that I’d think I’d want to be in. At first, it’s not intuitive as to why any “free person” would want to be besieged or shut in.

But what’s amazing is that at the end of the Psalm David cries out, “More . . . bring it on!!!”

Search me, O God, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there be any grievous way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting!  
(Psalm 139:23-24 ESV)

Far from trying to elbow his way to get more personal space . . . far from trying to escape God’s consuming presence to come up for a breath of air . . . David says, “Search me more . . . know me deeper.” Why? How can he desire this besieged life . . . why does He welcome God’s inescapable presence and familiarity with all He does?

It’s because that is how life is intended to be lived for God’s creation — in close, close concert with God the Maker. And that God is the Maker is evident. He formed my inward parts . . . knitted me together in my mother’s womb . . . I am fearfully and wonderfully made (v. 13-15). That God is the Director of our lives is just as clear. Seeing my unformed substance . . . before I breathed a single breath . . . He recorded in a book every day that was formed for me (v. 16). I can’t even imagine how vast the sum is of the thoughts God has concerning me . . . “how precious are Your thoughts to me!” (v.17)

That is life and life to the full . . . to live in besieged communion with the One who formed us . . . who made us uniquely according to His one-of-a-kind design . . . who has written in His “to do” book all of our “to do’s”. Think about it!! No wonder David cries out, “Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; It is high, I cannot attain it.” (139:6)

I was made to live in Him . . . I was formed to be enveloped in His knowledge and His presence and His divine direction. Though I once was lost . . . outside of His will . . . dead to His care . . . praise God! now I am found . . . alive to Him through a born-again soul interacting through the indwelling Holy Spirit . . . and I can’t escape Him!! Nor do I want to. Search me O God . . . know me . . . hem me in . . . be my air . . . be my daily sustaining food . . . try me . . . test me . . . show me that which displeases You . . . lead me in the way everlasting.

O blessed hedge of God . . . blessed confinement . . . nothing makes me more free nor more complete than this blessed besieged communion.

Search me O’ God . . . for my benefit . . . for Your glory!! Amen!

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Still on the Bike

Paul had been forced to let them solo long before he had wanted. They had just barely gotten on the bike before the apostle was forced to kick up the training wheels and let them sputter and weave down the road on their own. He had only been allowed a few weeks with the Thessalonians to “onboard” them into the kingdom of light and it’s implications for living . . . and then he was run out of town. But though these beloved saints were out of sight, they were far from out of mind. And so Paul, because he could no longer bear not knowing, sent Timothy to the Thessalonians to learn about their faith.

For this reason, when I could bear it no longer, I sent to learn about your faith, for fear that somehow the tempter had tempted you and our labor would be in vain.   (1Thessalonians 3:5 ESV)

Paul wanted to know about their faith. And I think it was less about whether or not they could echo back the teaching they had received during those few short weeks Paul had taught them . . . less about whether or not they still confessed Jesus as Savior . . . but more about whether what they had been taught, and about Whom they had believed, was being manifested in how they lived . . . a lot about, in the midst of the certain affliction they were experiencing because they owned Christ as Savior, whether or not they were “keepin’ on keepin’ on.”

Paul wanted to hear from Timothy that what these Thessalonians had professed to believe was evident in how they went about day-to-day life.

The Spirit makes it so clear through Paul, that the fruit of the gospel goes far beyond the rescue from the judgment of sins . . . though, if that were the gospel’s only benefit, we would eternally thank and praise Him for such a great rescue. But, beyond redemption, the gospel opens the way for living as a new creation in Christ (2Cor. 5:17) . . . for walking in a manner that has eternal significance . . . for doing everyday life in a way that brings the God of heaven pleasure and manifests, in some small way, His glory. Paul wanted to know about their faith.

His fear was that the potential of the gospel might be compromised by the enemy. That the tempter might have have seduced these believers . . . if not to abandon the faith, then to at least go underground and avoid some of the heat. If not to reject Christ, then, in order to take the easy and prosperous way, live as those who had. “After all,” the snake’s voice whispers in their ears, “You’re in . . . but no need to be radical about it. Go with the flow and it will be easier. Look after yourself first . . . pursue the treasure you can see . . . ” If, after receiving the gospel, these believers did not walk in a manner worthy of God, Paul would have considered his labor in vain.

We sell our salvation short if it’s just about a profession and not about a purpose . . . if it’s just about church on Sunday and not about Christ 24/7 . . . if it’s something for our future but doesn’t make much of a difference now.

Oh that we, as God’s people, would live out our faith by His enabling grace. That as we grow in our knowledge of the faith, that the reality of what we believe would be manifest in how we process this world and how we respond to it in our lives. That we would live as citizens of a different land . . . that our values and priorities might be aligned to a different culture . . . that what we do would so backup what we profess.

That, should Paul have sent Timothy to learn of our faith, Tim could report back, “They’re doing well . . . they’re still on the bike . . . still weaving a bit as they go down the road . . . but their faith’s the real deal . . . by God’s grace . . . and for God’s glory . . . “

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Priming the Pump

How is it that two people can be sitting in the same pew (or row of chairs) . . . on the same Sunday . . . listening to the same sermon . . . and one comes away dry . . . and the other leaves the building jazzed? How is it that some people open their Bible and yawn their way through their daily reading . . . while others enthusiastically engage the Word as if on a treasure hunt? Probably a number of reasons . . . but one jumps out at me as I continue reading in 1Thessalonians this morning.

And we also thank God constantly for this, that when you received the word of God, which you heard from us, you accepted it not as the word of men but as what it really is, the word of God, which is at work in you believers.  
(1Thessalonians 2:13 ESV)

It makes a difference, it seems, how we approach the word of God. While nothing changes the fact that the Word is “living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart” (Heb. 4:12), it does seem that the Word’s effectiveness is related to how the hearer, or the reader, engages with it.

Paul says that the Word “is at work” or “puts forth power” in believers. Believer . . . less, I think, about what someone calls themselves . . . and more about what someone brings to the Holy Scriptures . . . bringing a starting presupposition that to open the Word, or to have the Word open to them, is to stand on holy ground . . . coming to the table with a forgone conclusion that the entirety of the Scripture they are about to receive is God breathed . . . priming the pump, as it were, with seeds of faith, believing that God’s word will accomplish God’s purpose when sown in good soil.

The Word doesn’t become true because we want to believe it’s true . . . it’s already the Truth. But when the power of the Truth gets unleashed is when God’s word is engaged with as the word of God.

Paul brought the living, life changing word of God to the city of Thessalonica . . . material capable of divine combustion. Some in the crowds Paul spoke to brought ears to hear . . . hearts ready to receive . . . an expectation that they were listening to God Himself through the Word . . . they brought faith . . . just a spark was all that was required. Mix the spark with the fuel and you have KA-BLAM! The gospel explodes on the scene . . . “not only in word, but also in power and the Holy Spirit” (1Thess. 1:8). Ordinary people receive the supernatural Word and they become children of God — both in form and in function . . . they become imitators of Christ . . . their faith grows . . . their testimony shows . . . and it all starts with priming the pump with a belief that the word of God is THE WORD of God.

Years and years ago, I was taught the importance of doing my part when it came to the Word of God. When the word is preached, mine is to actively engage with the message and discerningly interact with it as the Word of God proclaimed and explained. When I open my Bible in the morning, I should come expectantly . . . less concerned about making headway in my reading plan, but anticipating a close encounter of the divine kind . . . the psalmist’s prayer should be my passion, “Open my eyes, that I may behold wondrous things out of your law” (Ps. 119:18).

I prime the pump with expectant faith . . . He fuels the fire with the Word . . . and the Spirit illuminates the secrets of the kingdom with power.

And the outcome, by God’s grace, is a life a bit more conformed to the image of Christ . . .

For His glory . . .

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Serve and Wait

They were examples. They were known throughout the region, and beyond, for their “work of faith and labor of love and steadfastness of hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.” When the gospel had come to town, it had come in power . . . and when those in Thessalonica, whom God had chosen, heard the word, the word changed them big time. Though it would come with a certain amount of persecution and affliction, the joy of the Holy Spirit propelled them to dive head first into the implications of the gospel . . . into the realities of the kingdom of light . . . into the world of new creations and new things. And though they were pretty new to the faith and had a lot to learn, they “fast tracked” by becoming imitators of Paul . . . and, as they learned more about Jesus, doing what Jesus would do.

They were an example to all the believers. And I guess I’d do well to heed their example. Paul summed them up this way . . .

. . . you turned to God from idols to serve the living and true God, and to wait for His Son from heaven, whom He raised from the dead, Jesus who delivers us from the wrath to come.   (1Thessalonians 1:9b-10 ESV)

Talk about your revival! Paul had only been in Thessalonica a few short weeks (Acts 17:1-10) . . . but during that the time the word was preached . . . the Spirit descended . . . darkness gave way to light . . . idol worship gave way to idol bonfires . . . and a number of born again people started turning their worlds upside down . . . so much so that their reputation was spoken “everywhere.” And all because the Spirit of God moved in them to determine “to serve the living and true God and to wait for His Son from heaven.” Serve and wait . . . not a bad motto to seek to live by.

These sinners made saints traded their chains of bondage to the world and to the flesh for a new type of liberating slavery . . . becoming servants of the true and living God and slaves to righteousness. Their Savior was also their Master. Though they had received the free gift of salvation, they also understand that the gift had come at a great cost . . . they had been bought with a price . . . they were no longer their own . . . they were His redeemed possession (1Cor. 6:19-20). And so they would submit and they would serve . . . a work of faith . . . a labor of love.

And all with an eye to the sky. Oh, how they anticipated meeting God’s Son from heaven. They waited for the One who said He was going to prepare a place for them and promised to return for them so “that where I am you may be also” (John 14:1-3). They imagined what it would be like to have their eyes of faith give way to that first face-to-face encounter . . . to move from sensing His presence through the Sprit to beholding Jesus up close and personal. Having been delivered from the power of sin, they couldn’t wait to be delivered from the presence of sin. And, until then, they would serve.

Encountering the Master as they sought His will and walked in His ways increased the anticipation of being with Him. And the anticipation fueled the desire to be found faithful and to continue to faithfully be about the Master’s business. Heavenly service fed the longing for home . . . expecting Jesus’ imminent return spurred on the passion to lay up treasures in heaven.

Examples to all believers . . . that’s what the Thessalonians are . . .

Serve and wait . . . Wait and serve . . . by God’s grace . . . for God’s glory . . . amen?

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So Not Intuitive

I think it must have separated their heads from their shoulders . . . I can see them doing the classic double-take snap of the head as they exclaim, “What?!?” Their brows are furled . . . they are scratching their heads . . . it just does not compute. They had been following Him for about two years . . . during that time they had left everything . . . and they had seen Him do amazing things . . . and they couldn’t help but be wondering, “What sort of man is this?” And just when they thought they were starting to get it . . . just when they were starting to see the picture that all the pieces, when put together, was forming . . . then He drops the bombshell . . .

Then He said to them, “But who do you say that I am?” And Peter answered, “The Christ of God.” And He strictly charged and commanded them to tell this to no one, saying, “The Son of Man must suffer many things and be rejected by the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised.”   (Luke 9:20-22 ESV)

Matthew, Mark, and Luke all record this wondrous declaration by Peter . . . and pair it with, what must have been, this mind-blowing revelation by Jesus. Once the disciples had started to get who Jesus was, Jesus then began to teach them that He must suffer and die and rise again. Personally, I don’t think they heard the “rise again” part . . . especially the first time that Jesus told them.

Think about it . . . the lights were finally starting to go on. This man they had been following was anything but “just a man” . . . He was the Christ of God . . . the Anointed . . . the Messiah . . . the Son of God. That was the only explanation for how He could teach with such authority . . . the only conclusion as to how He could know all that He knew about those around Him . . . the only rationale as to where the power came from which allowed Him to perform such miracles. It had to be Him . . . the promised One . . . the heir to David’s throne . . . the hope of Israel. Can you imagine the joy that came over them the very first time they articulated that Jesus must be the Christ. Horns start blaring . . . confetti and streamers start falling . . . the crowd of angels in unseen heavenly balconies are going nuts with applause and cheering, “Yes!!! They’re getting it!!! Did you hear them? . . . they starting to see it . . . they beginning to believe it . . . they said it . . . He is the Christ of God!”

And then . . . smack down! . . . dowse the flame with water . . . snatch away the candy from the baby . . . the Son of Man must suffer . . . be rejected . . . be killed . . . and again, I don’t think they even heard the rise again part.

There’s no way they could have made sense of it. How could the Promise they had been waiting centuries for be rejected? How could the Son of God suffer at the hands of men? How could Messiah die?

And I’m sitting here . . . on the other side of the cross . . . with the Spirit that raised Him from the dead residing within me, illuminating afresh to me this ancient conversation . . . and I’m in wonder as well. How, apart from the Sovereign purposes of grace, does this make any sense at all?

This is so not intuitive . . .

But behold, this is the love of God! . . . this is the good news! . . . this is my salvation!

That Jesus, the Christ of God, would come first as the Lamb of God . . . rejected . . . suffering at the hands of men . . . crucified by those He came to save . . . in order to atone for the sin of all men and women . . . in order to provide a path of reconciliation with God for all who would believer . . . in order to redeem that which was lost.

O, what a Savior!

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Who Am I?

It’s a scene that captures my imagination. David’s all alone. If I’m understanding it correctly, he’s entered the tent where the ark is. The tent of animal skins that’s in the shadow of David’s magnificent “house of cedar” . . . the tent that David wanted to upgrade that he might build a house fitting for the glory of God to dwell . . . the tent that God says, “Leave it alone . . . you’re not going to build me a house . . . instead, I will build you a house . . . establishing your throne forever through your descendants” (1Chron. 17:1-15). So David goes into the tent . . . and, it says, he “sat before the Lord”.

One commentary I read says that David’s sitting was probably more what we would consider to be squatting. Makes sense . . . don’t think there was a chair made for the holy place. So I imagine David kind of squatted down . . . sitting on his heels . . . perhaps with his arms around his shins . . . chin tucked into his knees . . . staring hard at the ark of covenant set before him . . . considering deeply the cherubim overshadowing the mercy seat . . . in awe and wonder that he is permitted to approach the holy presence of God. He takes a position of humility . . . the king lowering himself before THE KING . . . the sovereign showing respect to THE SOVEREIGN . . . the blessee bowing before the Blessor.

And quietly he reflects . . . recalling his past . . . considering his present . . . trying to take in what God has promised concerning his future.

And then he whispers into the air . . . speaking toward the dwelling place of God’s glory . . . addressing the LORD who desires to be in the midst of His people . . .

“Who am I, O LORD God, and what is my house, that You have brought me thus far? And this was a small thing in Your eyes, O God. You have also spoken of your servant’s house for a great while to come, and have shown me future generations, O LORD God! And what more can David say to You for honoring your servant? For You know Your servant.”   (1Chronicles 17:16-18 ESV)

Who am I, O LORD . . . and why have You chosen to show me such favor? That such grace would be extended to this shepherd is beyond comprehension. That he who was nothing, would now be king is unbelievable. God, You know Your servant . . . and even in light of that, You have determined to establish his throne forever . . . in spite of his past failures . . . apart from the “crashing and burning” he is yet to do. Who am I, O Lord? What more can I say concerning the wonder of Your love and mercy and grace shown to me?

How can David’s words not be my own? Sure, the details are different . . . but the grace isn’t. It might be a different dispensation . . . but He’s the same God. I might sitting at my desk rather than squatting before the ark . . . but His holiness is just as present through the indwelling Spirit. Mine might not be a promised throne . . . but I’ve been made a joint heir with Him whose throne will be established throughout eternity.

Doesn’t take a lot of noodling before the blessings that I have known by the grace of God come rushing to mind like a great river . . . just a bit of quietness and meditation and the awe-o-meter swings hard to the right . . . only a few minutes in the presence of God considering the promises of God and I can’t help but utter, “Who am I, O LORD God?”

Thank God that it’s not about “who am I?” . . . but all about “Who are You!”

To God alone be all glory . . .

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