The Abundance of All Things

Deuteronomy 28 can be kind of a chilling chapter. Twelve verses of blessings followed by forty-six verses of curses. Faithful obedience resulting in reward. Persistent, rebellious disobedience bringing utter destruction.

And, as I’m hovering over it this morning, I spy what I think to be a bridge spanning the blessings and the curses. A connection between the receiving of what is good and the performing of what is not so good. And that link is the abundance of all things.

“All these curses shall come upon you and pursue you and overtake you till you are destroyed, because you did not obey the voice of the LORD your God, to keep His commandments and His statutes that He commanded you. They shall be a sign and a wonder against you and your offspring forever. Because you did not serve the LORD your God with joyfulness and gladness of heart, because of the abundance of all things . . .”

(Deuteronomy 28:45-47 ESV)

Looking at different translations, you can read the indictment two ways. The ESV seems to read: one of the causes of you not serving the LORD your God was the abundance of all things. Your material wealth choked out your spiritual duty. Your temporal possessions took you away from your eternal pursuit. The other way it can be understood is clear from the CSB’s translation: “you didn’t serve the LORD your God with joy and a cheerful heart, even though you had an abundance of everything.” Regardless of how you read it, the sin of disobedience is either sparked by, or magnified by, the abundance of all things. And therein lies the bridge between blessings and curses.

Read the first part of chapter 28 and the reward for faithfully following the LORD in the land is “increase.” The fruit of their womb, the fruit of their fields, the fruit of their herds, increasing in abundance as God responds with favor to their faithfulness (28:3-5). Their baskets full, their kneading bowls overflowing (v.5). The LORD opening to them “His good treasury, the heavens,” to give rain in its season in order to bless the work of their hands (v.12). In short, the blessing of obedience would be manifested through the abundance of all things.

But that which would be the blessing of God could also be the catalyst for their abandonment of God. Barns filled by God’s goodness creating a sense of no longer needing God’s favor. God’s prosperity misunderstood as the fruit of their own efforts. The blessed life becoming a self-focused life. Instead of responding to the blessing of increase with joyfulness and gladness and thankfulness and increased allegiance, they stopped serving the God from whom all blessings flow. Focused on their abundance they lost focus on their calling “as a holy people to Himself” (v.9).

Hmm. Seems Dickens was right. The best of times can also be the worst of times. The blessing of the abundance of all things can become a curse.

Oh to be aware. To be mindful of my possessions not possessing me. To see all that I have and enjoy are but gifts “from above, coming down from the Father of lights” (James 1:17). To never cease to give Him thanks for the abundance of all things. And, by His enabling, to ever desire to serve Him with the abundance of all things.

All things seen as the abundance of His great grace. All things received, enjoyed, and used for His everlasting glory.

Amen?

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Individually Members of One Another

Ours is an individualistic culture. That’s not some new observation. Nor would it surprise anyone if we said the culture at large tends to shape the church in particular. But this morning I’m struck afresh by how compromising individualism can be to the church being the church and thus, how compromising it can be to the mission of the church. This morning I’m chewing on what it means to be individually members one of another.

For as in one body we have many members, and the members do not all have the same function, so we, though many, are one body in Christ, and individually members one of another.

(Romans 12:4-5 ESV)

Dependency isn’t a cultural value espoused at large today. To be dependent implies being deficient. Too often thought of as a sign of weakness. Counter-cultural to the value of being able to “stand on my own two feet.” But with the body metaphor in mind, only the feet can stand on their own two feet. Unless the shin is attached to the feet, it has nothing to stand on. Does that make sense?

Given our cultural individualistic conditioning, for many it’s a stretch to concede to being part of a body. Of “losing” my identity within a more collective identity. But to think of myself as individually members of others? Of actually being attached and reliant on other individuals? Talk about cultural dissonance.

As a believer I’m not just to be part of a body in some abstract sense, I am to be literally connected to other members in a physical expression of the body, a local church. To be who I am called to be in Christ, to serve as I am called to serve for the kingdom, I am dependent not only on Christ, I am reliant not only on the Spirit, but I can’t do what I was redeemed to do apart from other members in the body. The picture of the body says that my hand does me no good if it isn’t actually attached to my arm, and my arm to my shoulder, and my shoulder to my head. I am an individual, but I am to be individually members of one another. That’s how God designed this living thing called the church to work.

Rather, speaking the truth in love, we are to grow up in every way into Him who is the head, into Christ, from whom the whole body, joined and held together by every joint with which it is equipped, when each part is working properly, makes the body grow so that it builds itself up in love.

(Ephesians 4:15-16 ESV)

It makes sense that we are “born again” in Christ so that we would “grow up” in Christ. But we are to grow up as we.

We grow up as a unit, as the whole body. Far from an individual sport, sanctification is designed to happen in the context of every part of the body being joined and held together so that as each part does its part it makes the body (and thus the individual parts of the body) grow up, building itself up in love. We flourish as we count ourselves and connect ourselves individually as members one of another.

Counter cultural? Absolutely. Counter experience? Unfortunately, for too many too often — that’s the price of being a work in progress dependent on other works in progress. But essential? I’m thinking. Beneficial? Yeah, that too!

Noodling this morning on the implications of being a body. Meditating on the metaphor of the body and how it challenges the primacy and priority our culture (both at large and in the church) puts on being me, myself, and I. Thinking about my congregation. Imagining them more as other parts of the body on which I’m dependent, and they (unfortunately perhaps, but God’s grace is sufficient) on me. Believing this is how God, in His wisdom, is going to conform us to the image of His Son even as He sends us to be ambassadors of His kingdom.

Individually members of one another.

Only by His grace. Believing He has designed it for His glory.

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The Blessing of Being Brought Near

Hovering over a verse in Psalm 65 this morning. Not so much noodling on it as responding to it. Less asking, “What does this mean?”, more in awe of “How can this be?” Chewing on the blessing of being brought near.

Blessed is the one You choose and bring near, to dwell in Your courts! We shall be satisfied with the goodness of Your house, the holiness of Your temple!

(Psalm 65:4 ESV)

Blessed and satisfied. That’s the state, sings the songwriter, which marks those God has chosen to bring near. Happy and fulfilled. The inner actuality, despite the outer reality, of those who have been set apart by the living God to enter into the presence of the living God.

There’s just something about stepping again onto holy ground that puts everything else into context. Something about drawing near to God that dims, even if for just a moment, whatever dread we might have for the day which lies before us.

But more than just a moment of respite, to dwell in His courts brings also a certain rejuvenation. Dwelling in His courts, even for just a few minutes, is to be reminded afresh of His goodness. His goodness a reminder of His holiness. His holiness a reminder of His greatness.

The songwriter considers again that He is the One who has established the mountains and stills the roaring seas (65:6-7). The One who commands the dawn to break and the sun to set (65:8b). The One who visits the earth to water it, the One who tends the earth so that all might reap of it (65:9-13). So that by His awesome deeds — those daily realities which we too often take for granted — we can know afresh that He alone is the God of our salvation, the hope of the ends of the earth (65:5). And it is this One, God over all, who has chosen a people to bring near. Who has called a people to dwell in His courts. Who has redeemed a people to know the goodness of His presence.

Hmm. Despite whatever else is going down today, that’s the blessing of being brought near. Knowing afresh the goodness of being in His presence.

Thus, O child of God, respond. Take time to reflect. With the eye of faith, pause and see yourself standing in the place where the glory dwells. Let your soul be fed with the goodness of His house. Bow in awe in the presence of His holiness. And then, respond.

Praise is due to You, O God, in Zion, and to You shall vows be performed.

(Psalm 65:1 ESV)

Satisfied. Knowing afresh it is well with my soul.

Isn’t that the blessing of being brought near? I’m thinkin’ . . .

By His grace. For His glory.

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Readied for the Next Season

Wherever we are, we’re not there yet. How ever far we’ve come, we’ve still got some road to travel. Coming out of the wilderness, there’s still a promised land to prepare for. That’s some of what I’m picking from what Moses is laying down in Deuteronomy 8 this morning.

Operation “Take the Land” will soon commence. What they have waited for during 40 years of wilderness wandering is about to become a reality. And, while it won’t possess the same challenges the desert did, it will still present some pretty big challenges.

Challenges like being drawn into the culture of the land rather than being determined to redeem the land. Challenges like enjoying the goodness of the land to such an extent that they forget it’s because of the goodness of their God. Little Jack Horner types of challenges — of possessing and profiting from lands, cities, and houses they did not build yet “putting in their thumb, pulling out a plumb, and saying, ‘What a good boy am I'”. Of whispering under their breath to themselves, “My power and the might of my hand have gotten me this wealth” (Deut. 8:17). Of forgetting that it was their God who gifted them the provision and power to profit (8:18).

So, to prepare for their “land of milk and honey” season, Moses exhorts them to learn from their wilderness season.

“And you shall remember the whole way that the LORD your God has led you these forty years in the wilderness, that He might humble you, testing you to know what was in your heart, whether you would keep His commandments or not.

(Deuteronomy 8:2 ESV)

It hasn’t been 40 years, but it’s been 2+. May not have been a wilderness in the most extreme sense for all, but I can’t imagine it was a walk in the park for any. As we emerge from pandemic life, and all the other life that has happened under its oppressive umbrella, I can’t help but think that every weary wanderer shouldn’t have something to show for it.

Humbled by what the crucible has surfaced. Whether in our culture at large or within our churches at home. Perhaps within those we thought we knew well. More importantly, perhaps within our own hearts that we thought we knew better.

For whatever lies ahead, we should remember “the whole way” that the LORD our God has led over these past couple of years. Believing that, regardless of whatever other purposes our Sovereign God may have had in allowing COVID to be COVID, He sought to humble us, to test us, to know what was in our heart. Allowing us to encounter the flames in order to know if we’d be faithful. And that for the purpose of preparing us for the next season, whatever it might be.

And He humbled you and let you hunger and fed you with manna, which you did not know, nor did your fathers know, that He might make you know that man does not live by bread alone, but man lives by every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD.”

(Deuteronomy 8:3 ESV)

Though the specific lessons learned by each of us over the past couple of years might be different, what a reflective and revived people of God should come away knowing from any wilderness walk is that God is faithful and worthy to be followed. That His ways are always the right ways. And that through His word, and by the power of His Spirit, we can not only survive the wilderness, but we can thrive in the wilderness. Perhaps emerging somewhat weary, yet more prepared and with greater resolve to continue to walk in His ways.

Readied for the next season.

Only by His grace. Always for His grace.

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We Rest to Remember

It’s coming up on a year since I was last challenged afresh about my attitude towards the Sabbath. (I’m not talking so much about any specific day, but about the principle of one day out of every seven days which is intentionally set aside for rest.) And for the past year, for the most part, I have tried to consciously observe a “Sabbath rest” on a weekly basis. For me, given that my responsibilities on Sunday make for a pretty busy and full Sunday, my Sabbath starts at sunset on Sunday and goes to sunset on Monday. Yesterday was my Sabbath.

And this morning, as I’m reading Moses tell again the Ten Commandments to a people about to enter the promised land, I’m reminded that the Sabbath day is not just about rest, it is more importantly about remembrance.

“Observe the Sabbath day, to keep it holy, as the LORD your God commanded you. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the LORD your God. . . . You shall remember that you were a slave in the land of Egypt, and the LORD your God brought you out from there with a mighty hand and an outstretched arm. Therefore the LORD your God commanded you to keep the Sabbath day.

(Deuteronomy 5:12-15 ESV)

As we’re wont to do, we naturally make things about us. And to be sure, a day of rest can be so good for the rester. But there is an ends to a Sabbath means. A reason for resting. As Moses reminds God’s people, we are to cease work and to set apart a day to the LORD our God. It impacts us, but it’s really about Him. And how does our rest thing become a God thing? We rest to remember.

We pause to ponder. We take a breather to renew what we believe. We plan a lull in our active lives in order to put a limelight on the Giver of Life.

That’s why Sundays are such a good Sabbath day. That’s when we can gather with others who also want to be still and know that He is God. That’s when a place and a program have been planned that allows the people of God to gather to the praise of God. But as I was reminded a year ago, “doing church” isn’t the be all of a Sabbath rest nor is it the end all. Because it isn’t all — it’s just a few hours in what should be a 24 hour period of remembering. What we do with the rest of the day, or some other day, is just as important.

As I was reminded last year, it’s important to be intentional with what is done on the Sabbath. I was challenged to plan to do stuff, or not do stuff, on my day of rest that would cause me to think of the One who gave me rest. Activities, or “inactivities” as the case may be, that triggered my mind to give thanks to my God. To plan to do stuff that brought joy to my soul as a way of sparking a delight in my Savior. For example, yesterday I purposely chose to do a Costco run followed by Chick-fil-A run with my grandson. For me, that was a Sabbath delight. All glory be to God who delivered me from the slavery of sin and death with a mighty hand and an outstretched arm so that I might enjoy good gifts in life — gifts like a sandwich for me, some nuggets for him, and some precious time together. Just me and a two-year-old. A Sabbath delight.

Didn’t read my bible all day yesterday. Didn’t fast and pray for hours and hours. But what I did, I did outside of my normal routine, and I did with the purpose of delighting in my salvation.

A day given by God, and received by me, so that I could rest and remember and rejoice.

Remembering His grace by His grace. Rejoicing in His glory for His glory.

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No Comparison

Talking with a sister yesterday who’s a little older than me. While I’m still a few years away from my “threescore years and ten” (Ps. 90:10 KJV), she’s on the other side of it and feeling a bit more each day the effects of having to leverage her “extended warranty” more frequently. Diagnose, repair, and/or replace needing to be leveraged more these days than it was a few years ago. I’m praying for her next doctor’s appointment.

In the course of our conversation she said something like, “I can’t wait to go home.” Home as in heaven. Home as in with Jesus. Home as in face-to-face and then face to ground in a body that won’t have any problems with such feats of flexibility. She’s not suicidal, she’s hopeful. Not done with living, just can’t wait to be living at the next level. Weary? Yes. But in wonder? Yes even more. The wonder of what it will be like to be “absent from the body yet present with the Lord” (2Cor. 5:8).

Yesterday’s conversation came to mind as I read this morning in Romans.

For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.

(Romans 8:18 ESV)

Whatever the sufferings are . . . regardless of how severe they are . . . doesn’t matter how they compare with what others might endure . . . whether internal, external, or a combination of both . . . when Paul does the math, when he takes a moment to compute, calculate, and consider the relative weight, he concludes,

. . . the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.

No comparison! Yes and Amen!

Amen?

We don’t all endure the same hard stuff, but we all endure hard stuff. Physical, emotional, relational, spiritual . . . there’s enough sufferings to go around for everyone and, according to Paul, for everything. For Paul also writes, “that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now” (Rom. 8:22). And so, creation groans. And we groan too.

. . . we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons [and daughters], the redemption of our bodies.

(Romans 8:23 ESV)

That’s what the sister I talked with yesterday couldn’t wait for, the redemption of her body. While it is well with her soul, it is still wearying in her body. And so, while living life here as fully as she can in a body that is showing signs of years of wear and tear, she also eagerly awaits the final phase of her adoption. Knowing that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing to the glory that is to be revealed to us.

Not worth comparing. Beyond comprehending. We can only imagine what it will be like (thanx MercyMe). However that day when we’re with Jesus presents to us, the weight of its glory will, by comparison, render the weight while waiting insignificant.

So keep on keepin’ on, weary saint. It’s gonna be worth it all. No comparison.

By His grace. For His glory.

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Christ Is In You

Four words. That’s what I’m chewing on this morning. Yet four words within one grand context — Romans 8.

There’s no way you can read Romans 8 and not be stirred within your soul.

There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.

(Roman 8:1 ESV)

No condemnation for those in Christ Jesus. Fact. End of discussion.

Bask in the grace. Give glory to God.

But wait . . . there’s more. Far from just a transaction whereby the debt for my sin was paid for by Christ on the cross, more even than Christ’s righteousness being credited to my account, beyond the transaction there is a new orientation.

For God has done what the law, weakened by the flesh, could not do. By sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and for sin, He condemned sin in the flesh, in order that the righteous requirement of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not according to the flesh but according to the Spirit.

(Romans 8:3-4 ESV)

Saved from sin, saved for righteousness. Saved from bondage, saved for freedom. Saved from death, saved for life. And so, we walk according to the Spirit. That’s our new orientation. Setting our minds on the things of the Spirit (8:5b), putting to death the deeds of the flesh by the Spirit (8:13), being led by the Spirit (8:14). All possible because the Spirit of God dwells in us (8:9, 11)!

Stop right now. Go stand in front of a mirror. Peer deeply at the face before you. There! Right there! You’re looking at where the Spirit of God resides right now. Really!

Come on! That’s gotta make your jaw drop at least a bit . . . maybe even put a bit of a smile on your face.

But here’s the kicker, the reminder that the Spirit in you means also Christ in you.

You, however, are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if in fact the Spirit of God dwells in you. Anyone who does not have the Spirit of Christ does not belong to Him. But if Christ is in you, although the body is dead because of sin, the Spirit is life because of righteousness.

(Romans 8:9-10 ESV)

There they are. The four words the Spirit has set the table with for me this morning. Christ is in you.

It’s hard to fully appreciate what the Spirit in us means when we know so little about the Spirit. But that He is the Spirit of Christ, and thus Christ is in us? Well, we know a lot about Jesus. And whatever we know about Him, it should inform our understanding of our supernatural union with Him.

You are in Christ and, as mind boggling as it is, Christ is in you. The meek and lowly Jesus living in us and through us. The King of kings and Lord of lords reigning within us. His presence. His power. The mind of Christ. The heart of Christ. All of it in us and with us . . . every moment, every hour, every day, every week.

Christ is in you. Just four simple words. But one jaw-dropping truth. Meditate on them, chew on them slowly and deliberately, and know afresh who you are, child of God (which by the way, the Spirit also reminds us of (8:16)).

Christ is in you. Something easier felt than tell’t. Because trying to get our arms around union with Christ is like trying to put an ocean in a cup. So, I’m not stressing about trying to contain it or explain it. Instead, this morning I’m enjoying drinking deeply from it.

Only by His grace. Only for His glory.

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A Shepherd for the Sheep

You’ve got to admire Moses. He has come a long way from “send someone else” (Exodus 4:13). What’s ironic though, is that it’s evident by the fact that, at the end of his life, he’s still praying, “send someone else.”

The freshly re-numbered people of Israel (Numbers 26) are about to embark on their “Enter the Promised Land” tour. Among them, not one who had been listed when they left Egypt (26:64). Except, that is, Moses, Joshua, and Caleb. But not even Moses will cross the finish line of the Jordan because he “rebelled against My word in the wilderness of Zin when the congregation quarreled, failing to uphold Me as holy at the waters before their eyes” (Num. 27:14). But even as Moses prepares to receive the consequences of his transgression, he continues to intercede for those he had led out of bondage. And his prayer, essentially? Send someone else.

Moses spoke to the LORD, saying, “Let the LORD, the God of the spirits of all flesh, appoint a man over the congregation who shall go out before them and come in before them, who shall lead them out and bring them in, that the congregation of the LORD may not be as sheep that have no shepherd.”

(Numbers 27:15-17 ESV)

Sheep without a shepherd. That was Moses’ great concern as he prepared to exit early. Though he would not walk into the promised land himself, he continued to intercede for those who would. The congregation of the LORD. Sheep. And being like sheep, there should be with them a shepherd.

Not that they deserved a shepherd, or merited a shepherd, but that they needed a shepherd. Ain’t easy being a sheep. As I read in the latter part of Romans 7 this morning, what little brain you have is often inclined to follow fleshly instinct more than godly instruction. And though the spirit might be willing to walk in the way it should walk, the sheep nature tends to be weak and wander off in the way it wants to wander. And so, sheep are gonna need a shepherd. Moses knew that. Jesus knew it too.

When He went ashore He saw a great crowd, and He had compassion on them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd. And He began to teach them many things.

(Mark 6:34 ESV)

Praise God that today the congregation of the LORD is not without a shepherd. That we are not left to our own wisdom, our own sense of direction, our own self-discipline, nor our own power to enter into what God has promised for those He has delivered from bondage and has called to walk in freedom.

Jesus is the Good Shepherd (Jn. 10:11, 14). He is the Great Shepherd (Heb. 13:20). The Shepherd of our souls (1Pet. 2:25). The Chief Shepherd over every under-shepherd He has called to tend local representations of the flock (1Pet. 5:4). The Eternal Shepherd who Himself will guide His own to springs of living water (Rev. 7:17).

There is a Shepherd for the sheep.

The LORD is my shepherd . . . (Psalm 23:1a ESV)

Hallelujah! What a Savior.

Such amazing grace. To Him be all the glory.

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A Weird Taste, A Wonderful Taste

Sometimes it just doesn’t taste good. Even if it’s good for you (aka God-breathed and profitable for being trained in righteousness), it still leaves a weird after taste no matter how long you chew on it. That’s kind of how I’m feeling after two days with the story of Balaam in the book of Numbers.

So many, “Why did God?” types of questions. Why did God have any interaction at all with a dude who made a living through divination on demand (Num. 22:7)? He met with Him, it seems, as face-to-face as you can get, just like Moses. God comes to him repeatedly. First, telling him not to go and take the job to curse the Israelites (22:12). And then, after Balak strokes Balaam’s ego further with another entourage of princes “more in number and more honorable” (and with a fee greater in value, I imagine), God tells him to go with them; “but only do what I tell you” (22:20). And yet, unlike Moses, no indicator that Balaam’s face shone like Moses’. In fact, every indicator is that, despite having these encounters of the divine kind, there is still a darkened heart. What gives? How could that be?

But God’s not done showing Himself to Balaam. “The Angel of the Lord” intercepts Balaam on his way to Balak. Based on the manner in which this “angel” interacts with Balaam, also telling him to “go with the men, but speak only the word I tell you” (22:35), I’m thinking this is a theophany, a pre-incarnate earthly visitation of the Son. Feels a little “road to Damascus” like to me (Acts 9:3-4).

And let’s not stop there. Let’s make this a Trinitarian affair.

And Balaam lifted up his eyes and saw Israel camping tribe by tribe. And the Spirit of God came upon him, and he took up his discourse and said, “The oracle of Balaam the son of Beor, the oracle of the man whose eye is opened, the oracle of him who hears the words of God, who sees the vision of the Almighty, falling down with his eyes uncovered: How lovely are your tents, O Jacob, your encampments, O Israel!

(Numbers 24:2-5 ESV)

Addressed by the Father, met on the road by the Son, come upon by the Spirit, so that He blesses the people of God four times. As one-on-One (or should I say as one-on-Three) as you’re gonna get and yet, no Damascus road conversion apparently. For though he prophesies as God tells him to prophesy, if you know the rest of the story it seems he still finds a way to collect on the fee Balak offers him (Num. 25:1-9, 31:16). How is that even possible?

Okay, I’m still chewin’, but this is far from satisfying.

You know, if it were me, and I felt compelled to include the story of Balaam in Numbers, I think I’d just leave it at that. I’d let it be buried in the middle of a book that most people won’t read anyhow. If I had to leave it in, I’d be inclined to leave it hidden because it can be so confusing. But it ain’t me. It’s the God of infinite wisdom who graciously seeks to communicate to His creation concerning Himself and His ways.

And so you’re gonna find this story referred to again and again. In Deuteronomy, in Joshua, in Nehemiah, and in Micah. But not just in the Old Testament. But in the New Testament as well, in Peter’s second letter and in Jude’s first. And the cherry on top? Referred to by the risen Christ Himself as He speaks to the churches in Revelation (Rev. 2:14).

But I have a few things against you: you have some there who hold the teaching of Balaam, who taught Balak to put a stumbling block before the sons of Israel, so that they might eat food sacrificed to idols and practice sexual immorality.

(Revelation 2:14 ESV)

The curse Balak wanted Balaam to pronounce on Israel, Balaam managed to bring on Israel in another way. And 24,000 people died (Num. 25:1-9).

So, this story of Balaam doesn’t leave just a bitter taste, but a weird taste. So, what do I do with it?

Well, I don’t dwell on “Why did God?” ‘Cause His ways are always higher than my ways and His thoughts than my thoughts (Isa. 55:-9). Nor do I make it only about learning the lesson that I shouldn’t mess with food sacrificed to idols or practice sexual immorality (though that’s important to learn). Instead, rather than belaboring the “Why”, or just resolving to do the “What”, I sit back in wonder before the Who.

The God of heaven who graciously interacts with those on earth. The God of promise who goes to such great lengths to call, and to protect a people for Himself. The God of patience and grace who allows even those He visits to respond as if He hadn’t. The God of power who is dependent on nothing and no one to accomplish His purposes.

Behold your God! Even in His incomprehensibility.

And be in wonder that He has made Himself known to you as your God. And has given you eyes to see, and ears to hear, and a heart to receive the revelation of the Father through the Son by the Spirit.

Now that tastes pretty good.

By His grace. For His glory.

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Sitting Down on the Inside (2013 Rerun)

Hovering over the last part of Romans 6 this morning and the thought of being “slaves of righteousness.” Sounds like a lot of work. Gonna take a lot of effort. But found the following from my 2013 musings and was reminded that what He has called us to do, He enables us to do. What a Savior!


Thinking about obedience. Listening . . . hearkening . . . submitting to a command. And I’m thinking there’s a number of places obedience can come from. You can obey because you fear the consequences . . . you can obey because you covet the reward . . . you can obey because you are forced into submission. I’m reminded of the story of a toddler who wouldn’t sit down in his highchair despite his mother’s directive to do so. Eventually she prevails (as mom’s are prone to do) . . . he unlocks his knees and slides to his seat . . . but then he looks up at mom and says, “I may be sitting down on the outside . . . but I’m standing up on the inside!” As I’m finishing up this morning in Romans 6, I’m a bit in awe that God has enabled me to be “sitting down on the inside.”

But thanks be to God, that you who were once slaves of sin have become obedient from the heart to the standard of teaching to which you were committed, and, having been set free from sin, have become slaves of righteousness.

(Romans 6:17-18 ESV)

But thanks be to God, that you have become obedient from the heart.

That is the work of the gospel . . . that is the manifestation of God’s abundant grace . . . that is evidence of the indwelling Spirit of God . . . an obedience not driven by fear . . . not embraced for personal gain . . . not submitted to because of external compulsion . . . but an obedience which is sourced in the depths of a regenerated heart.

I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you shall be clean from all your uncleannesses, and from all your idols I will cleanse you. And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit within you, and cause you to walk in my statutes and be careful to obey my rules.

(Ezekiel 36:25-27 ESV)

A heart of flesh . . . a heart rewired . . . a heart infused with heavenly presence . . . a heart awakened to the things of light . . . a heart, having tasted living water, thirsting for more . . . a heart made alive to the things of heaven, desiring less and less the things of earth . . . a heart so in love with the Savior that its greatest delight is to be “sitting down on the inside.”

I’m not talking perfection here . . . to be sure there’s a battle . . . “The sinful nature wants to do evil, which is just the opposite of what the Spirit wants. And the Spirit gives us desires that are the opposite of what the sinful nature desires. These two forces are constantly fighting each other, so you are not free to carry out your good intentions” (Gal. 5:17 NLT).

But I am talking about power. Through the finished work of Christ on the cross . . . through the victory over sin and death declared in His resurrected life . . . because the righteousness of His perfect being has been imputed to our account . . . enabled by the Spirit, the believer has been wired for obedience from the heart. We are not forced into submission, but freely bow the knee . . . it is less about the reward than it is about pleasing the Rewarder . . . fear of failure is cast out by His perfect love, replaced with an increasingly innate desire to bring Him glory simply because He is worthy of all glory.

No boasting . . . just awe.

Obedient from the heart . . . sitting down on the inside.

May it be more so, Lord . . . by Your grace . . . for Your glory.

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